Deciding..

Damn! that camera's lost again -.- urghhh I'm so pissed right now! 

Anyway, tomorrow is Wednesday, 29-8-12. Tomorrow afternoon I will have my Parents Teacher Meeting (PTM) for Menglait. Unfortunately, we are celebrating Raya at my afternoon school as well. That's why this is so frustrating! Why must it be at the the same day and the same time?! :((( 

This year, I do realize that I'm getting worst towards my studies. I was better the last two years when I was at my previous school. I think it's because year 9 isn't that same as the last two years. Year 9 is a bit more complicated cause there are always essays everywhere! History, Geography, Science. I failed my Geography, My favourite subject. I know! Bahasa Melayu is okay for me but there's also more. I mean, like in the composition, the minimum paragraphs for the content is 6. The point is that I get it now. Year 7 and 8 are the basics. Now I have to to do my studies seriously. And that's why I want to attend my PTM, I'm not ashamed of my grades that I'm going to receive cause I can learn from those mistakes. I want to discuss with my teacher and parents about my weakness, what I did wrong and most importantly how to improve.

But,I've been planning so long for this year's Raya celebration with Nadiah. I want it to be the BEST since it's my last year at ugama. The first time I've ever attended a Raya celebration was last year[ugama], and last year's Raya celebration wasn't that great cause I went home early -.- that's why I want it to be the best for this year.

But I've decided that I'm going to attend my Raya celebration tomorrow. I'll just let my mother ask the teachers and tell me what they've discussed, since my mom knows most of my teachers there. And, I'll just ask them how to improve privately :> oh yeaa pedo smile~ LOL

Oh and while we're celebrating our Raya tomorrow, we're going to make a surprise party for Nadiah! Nadiah's birthday is on the 28th of September. We're just celebrating it early for her cause September is still our oral exam. That's why I'm SO PISSED OFF! How can I take pictures???? my phone doesn't have that enough memory. 

Speaking of oral exam, This Saturday, 01-09-2012, our Oral exam starts! Im in category BA so I'm have to start on Saturday! aisshh.. I'm sooo nervous! oh and about the 6 days of Raya thing, I think I'll just post it next time.B-bye! :]

I ALMOST DIED!

Hello people. 

As you can see, I am a lucky girl. Yes, I am lucky because I just survived from that HUGE FREAKING FLYING COCKROACH! oh my god.. phewww! yes, I freaking HATE insects. Especially this one.. urghh -.- you can give me a million dollars but I will NEVER and I mean EVER touch a roach! NEVEEER!

So anyway, tomorrow school starts. BOOOO! :C yea but I'm also excited cause I'll get to meet my friends again, I miss them a lot! :))) LOL and to think I was going to sleep early.. HAHA! oh yeah,and  if I do have the time for tomorrow, I'll post about  my 6 days of Raya. And if possible I'll post about how my day goes for tomorrow. Well, B-BYE! :B

Nerdy mode activated.

20 books all together. The question is, am I gonna survive?

It's  been two days? yeah. pfffft. Puasa's gonna end soon, and Raya's coming. I'll miss Ramadhan :') seriously. I realise that I'm lack of "Ibadat"this year. I mean, what if this is my last Ramadhan? why aren't I doing good deeds? How I miss the old me. well not the cawir part of me. The nice me. The one who's afraid of doing the simplest sin, like littering.Hmmm oh well, I just hope it'll come back. But Raya's coming! and for some reason I'm not that excited. I'm not ready. The coming of Raya is just making me more nervous cause, SSSRU is coming :((( SSSRU is our afternoon school's big exam. Kind of like PSR. But for me, It's like facing my 'O' Levels. That's why I'm away for two days. And not just SSSRU, I'm gonna have my End Of Year Exam (SMMG). I'm so frustrated. Our SSSRU writing is on the 23rd November. But the oral is from 1-29 September! which is 16 days from now! D: Urghh.. So I seriously have to take this seriously, obviously. I just hope I'll get my goals, Amin! :))

Yesterday night

Six year old little Ghas ;)

Okay, yesterday we went to My Nest Cafe, Serusop for sungkai. We also celebrated Ghas' birthday there. He's now 6 years old :)) My sister, Diyana wasn't with us, she was with her friends at Times Square for sungkai. 

Nisah and Fina<3>

As usual, I spent the night with my two best cousins, Nisah and Fina.They are the BEST! They totally made my night yesterday, it was a BLAST! They are really funny once you get to know them especially their parents. I just love them! I do a lot of weird, stupid and random things with them. I'm seriously comfortable whenever I'm around them. I can totally be myself. And what I love the most about them is they always love to laugh! They always crack up after every single thing xD

Speaking of laughing, after this, we went to Easyway, Serusop. Me and them only. And it was totally EPIC! You see, Easyway is a small and "echo-ey" place. That's why it was epic, cause we just couldn't stop laughing LOLOL! We took a lot of pictures, A LOT. We didn't stop till the pictures turned out perfect. I ordered a small Strawberry milk tea. Nisah ordered  a small Caramel milk tea. Fina,she ordered Mango shake.

 Here's where it went sooo hilarious! When we took our seat Nisah and I were drinking while Fina was still suffering putting the straw in her drink. I tried putting it in but it just wont! So I did it repeatedly and all of the sudden.. BOOM! everyone stopped doing everything they did and stared at us. Nisah and Fina were trying to hold in their laugh while I looked down ashamedly. HAHAHA I LOVE THEM! yes, you should be laughing now.

12-08-2012

LOL you guys, my post about "sorry ;s". I said i wasnt going to publish here at odd days right? and that day was 11-8-2012. well it was the 21st or 22nd on our muslim calendar. LOL I just realised, sorreh. Anyways, somehow I just cant not publish my blog. I'm soo ADDICTED! and the internet won't let me go. I always go to Facebook and Twitter. well mostly Twitter cause for me, Facebook's getting boring :s  but I still use Facebook anyways :p

Okay, straight to the point now! Yesterday, my dad asked me and my sister to help him out to take some mangoes from our mango tree at our backyard (cause the monkeys always eats it ._.) I was so confident."I am currently entering the jungle." I thought to myself. LOL! After a while, I saw a bunch of big red ants. they were huge I tell you, HUGE! and I am the type of person who HATES insects. Especially cockroaches BLERGH! So I was like "Daddy, I don't wanna do this anymore!" I was sort of dancing, so the ants wont come crawling up to my feet! Yes, that is my secret weapon. And apparently, I was crying.. LOL and I covered my ears for no reason! oh my gad.. my backyard turned into hell. HELL!!! I went upstairs and called my little sister to help out. and of course I didnt go down! so I watched them through my window, I crawled out to the roof and I was pointing at them laughing HAHAHA!  

Then, at about 3pm I cleaned our 22 year old car, Honda Civic. Surprisingly, after 4 years of not touching the car, It still works! That shows its a great car :)) But the break is not that good, and we had to pump up the tyres. But still, its a good car :b

Sorry :s

Hey people! :) I'm sorry but I think I wont be publishing anymore posts for awhile cause this week is the last week of Ramadhan :( usually at the odd dates of this week which is the 21st (already passed, obviously) , 23rd, 25th, 27th and th 29th a very special night will come which is the Lailatul Qadar. This night is far more better than 1000 nights. that's why, I have to do all my prayers, I have to recite the Holy Al-Quran and more. For further more information about this press the link below:-

click this link :)

So yeah, to all the Muslim people who are reading this I wish you all  Happy Fasting :)

My 9c friends :B

wellow. heee heee. sorry for the late post guys :s its just that i was so damn tired. anyways.. here are my girls, my 9c girls c: well i do have a LOT of friends at my afternoon school. but for me what matters is who's willing to stay with me at my darkest moments. Lyssa, if you're reading this, please dont get jealous cause im posting my morning school friends first then the afternoon :]

First of all, Imma write about Wan. Sorry Wan, but I dont have any pictures of you.anyways, Wan is my pal! She loves to speak in English that's why I always love to hang out with her, cause my english is okay when I text or write.I'm okay at pronouncing my english too. But when it comes to speaking, its not that fluent. soo yeah.

  

This is Syasya, but i always call her Syaa~ :3 she's new at Menglait too. Due to her beautifulness, she's very popular at school now :) she's like a guy magnet. I mean, look at her she's CUTE! anyways, although she's popular and all, but she's really a GREAT friend. right now, I have a lot of problems. so I can always rely on her. she's always willing to hear me. It's really hard for me to find someone like her. cause although you've got TONS of friends, if non of them are there for you when you're down, is it worth having them?

Haaa~ Everyone, This is Syuhada, but we often call her Syu :3 As you can see, she's very pretty no? she's also very popular at our school. but even though she's popular, to me she's very unique.Cause I seriously have never met someone like her. she doesn't judge people. she said she always have to look at that person's personality and that's when she knows  if that person is Beautiful. Great right? :] cause most popular girls are, you know... Female dogs.

This is Sabrina :] we always call her Beena! she's very, pretty right? mostly my friends are always pretty and I always get jealous pfft :I --> yes, that is a smiley face. Anyways, I'm not really that close with her but she's really great. She's nice and pretty too :]

Heeee~ and lastly, this is Ili. well, i often write her name as "Ily" cause it stands for I Love You. I know, cool right? :b anyways, She is one of my Best Friends. In our seat arrangement, Ily sits infront of me. She loves to joke around with people. And that's what makes her FUN! she's very pretty, I love her smile, especially her dimple! yes, she has only one dimple. but her dimple is sooo sweet to look at! oh, eventhough she loves to joke around, but she's a really caring person. REALLY caring! we always tell our secrets to each other (umm.. that's the function of being best friends, duuuurh!) haha, so yeah I got her back and she's got mine :']

wellp.. I hope you guys enjoyed reading how AWESOME my 9c friends are :'] b-bye xx

Hello

hello again... umm.. life has changed. Its been a while. urghhh... Can't believe this. Have you guys ever felt like punching yourselves in the face after seeing how LAME you were the previous years? well i do. That's why im posting this. I made this blog when i was like.. 10 or 11.And i was soo BLEERGH! I cant put it into words. my blogger name was "dbsktvxqlover147" or something. it was my email. and i was 10. oh god i'm so ashamed. ehem ehem anyways let me tell you how life has been for me.

I am now at a boys and girls school, Sekolah Menengah Menglait Gadong. The last two years I was in a girls school.I have experience so much here in menglait. so so much. There's smoking, dating and even FIGHTS! its seriously the first time that i have seen a REAL fight live.

Anyways, it was awkward at first i was so quiet. seriously quiet! a loner. but now it turns out  great! Nisa was the one who talked to me first. they're so friendly. i dont know in what situation i'd be in now if i didn't met them. :') haha! well i gotta go now. my mom's shouting cause we gotta go buy some shoes for Hari Raya. I'll continue tomorrow :) no promises :b