Nerdy mode activated.

20 books all together. The question is, am I gonna survive?

It's  been two days? yeah. pfffft. Puasa's gonna end soon, and Raya's coming. I'll miss Ramadhan :') seriously. I realise that I'm lack of "Ibadat"this year. I mean, what if this is my last Ramadhan? why aren't I doing good deeds? How I miss the old me. well not the cawir part of me. The nice me. The one who's afraid of doing the simplest sin, like littering.Hmmm oh well, I just hope it'll come back. But Raya's coming! and for some reason I'm not that excited. I'm not ready. The coming of Raya is just making me more nervous cause, SSSRU is coming :((( SSSRU is our afternoon school's big exam. Kind of like PSR. But for me, It's like facing my 'O' Levels. That's why I'm away for two days. And not just SSSRU, I'm gonna have my End Of Year Exam (SMMG). I'm so frustrated. Our SSSRU writing is on the 23rd November. But the oral is from 1-29 September! which is 16 days from now! D: Urghh.. So I seriously have to take this seriously, obviously. I just hope I'll get my goals, Amin! :))